June 01, 2006

After a While

After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul. After a while you will learn that love doesn't mean leaning and company doesn't mean security, and you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises. and you begin to accept your defeats with your head held up high and your eyes wide open, with the grace of an adult, and not the grief of a child, and you learn to build all your roads on today because tomorrows grounds are to uncertain for plans.
after a while you learn that sunshine can burn if you get to much... so plant your own garden and decorate your own soul, instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers.
And you will also learn that you really can endure... that you really are strong, and you really do have worth... you never lose by loving, you always lose by holding back....

May 17, 2006

It's you I remember

In the first break of the day this amusing song makes me feel I’m in the phase of our first acquaintance. I felt cherished and ecstatic all through our journey although we encountered so many complications. I am gratified this day for making me realized that I have loved by you………though………

The song goes like this..

When the rain is blowing in your face
And the whole world is on your case
I could offer you a warm embrace
To make u feel my love

One night when the shadows and the stars appear
And there’s no one there to dry your tears
I could hold u for a million years
To make you feel my love

Oh I know u haven’t made your mind up yet
But I will never do u wrong
I knew right from the moment that we met
No doubt in my mind we'd be wrong

Id go hungry id go black and blue
Id go crawling down the avenue
No there’s nothing that I wouldn’t do
To make u feel my love

hmmm.....

Oh when the storms raging on the open sea
And on the highway of regret
The winds will change they’ll blow wild and free
You aren’t see nothing like me

I could make you happy make your dreams come true
Though there’s nothing that I wouldn’t do
Ill go to the ends of the earth for you

To make you feel my love

May 13, 2006

Mother's Day Greetings

M- y heartaches healer

O-ffered her life for me to live 

T-ime she gave sacrificially even deformed her beautiful body 

H-eartily she gave herself to me 

E-ternal love she cares for me

R-especting the sanctity of life she gave birth to me while other mothers gave in to abortion.

I thank God for my mother. Simple as she is but very much loved by us. She may not be beautiful and active as before but her beautiful faith in God kept us closed to her heart. We love you, Mom!

To all Moms out there...

                                      Happy Mother’s Day!!!!!

May 11, 2006

In my dreams

You were there, and saw what I did
You had to stand helplessly ashore
There were so many others, you just blended in
Until I couldn't see you anymore

You screamed my name as loud as you could
Jumping high and waving your arms
You'd begged me to not make the same mistake twice
Needing to keep me from any more harm

You're there, desperately hurling the line
But I've drifted away so far
The life line is still way out of reach
Even though we're both trying so hard

I'm swimming back now, as fast as I can
Back to the time where I was once before
When I reach my line, and you pull me in
I will never ask of you anything more.

May 08, 2006

DaNce of LiFe

There were two hearts who met in a dance.  That moment was magical.  There was a sweet song playing, there was harmony and soon, love in the air.  They fell in love and they started building castles in their dreams and promised forever with all certainty but somewhere in the midst of the fun they got lost in the dance, something went wrong but they can never do anything. They were just drifting away, their fortress falling apart.  There were so many questions, but no one had an answer.

The music stopped and there was silence.

When we truly love someone, we give our best and let that person see the pureness of our intention.  But sometimes that person makes us cry and hurts us for the wrong reason.  That someone must have love us but he has not loved us enough to make him stand for what he truly felt.

Now we are faced with the seemingly impossible task of forgetting.  We have burdened ourselves long enough but still can’t get of this emotional trap.  Let us remember that the more we try to forget someone we love, the more painful letting go will become.

Sometimes we never had taken that person out of our hearts at all, for he will always be there no matter how we try to drive him away. It isn’t his presence that makes this difficult.  It is our stubbornness to accept our destiny that aligns forgetting next to impossible.  We keep a cold force but deep in our hearts, there is still that lingering hope for reconciliation.  Somehow, we still believe that we can rekindle small embers and relight the fire that once burned in our hearts.  These thoughts give us hope but it also breeds the seeds of loneliness and despair.

The only way to forget is to accept and the only way to move on is to look ahead and let the footprints of the past be blown by the wind of time.  Only then can our hearts find a partner in the dance of life and hopefully never get lost again.

April 13, 2006

The Gift of Friends

There are days when
bubbling from us comes
the innocent child within,
who giggles at the little things
and wears a silly grin.

There are days when
melancholy comes to
visit for a while;
the mind feels tired, the body weak;
we have no strength to smile.

There are days when
joy abundant
grabs a hold of you and me;
wraps us up in all it's splendor,
lifts us up and sets us free.

There are days when
sorrow wraps us
in its cloak of grief and fear,
'till our hearts ache to the breaking,
'till our eyes can't shed a tear.

There are days when
love bestows us
with its wonderment and light;
with its beauty and its mystery,
its power and its might.

And there are days when
life rewards us
and seems to make amends
by granting us a marvelous gift,
the precious gift of Friends
.

April 02, 2006

I Said a Prayer for You Today

I said a prayer for you today

I know God must have heard.

I felt the answer in my heart

although he spoke no word.

I didn’t ask for wealth or fame.

(I knew you wouldn’t mind.)

I asked him to send treasures

of a far more lasting kind.

I prayed that he would be near you

at the start of each new day,

To grant you health and blessings

and friends to share your way.

I asked for happiness for you

in all things great and small.

But it was for his loving care

I prayed for most of all.

March 29, 2006

Let me be your WinGs

Let me be your wings
Let me be your only love
Let me take you far beyond the stars

Let me be your wings
Let me lift you high above
Everything we’re dreaming of will soon be ours.

Anything that you desire,
anything at all.
Everyday I’ll take you higher
and I’ll never let you fall.

Let me be your wings
Leave behind the world you know
for another world of wonderous things.
We’ll see the universe and dance on Saturns’s rings.
Fly with me and I will be your wings.

Anything that you desire,
anything at all.
Everyday I’ll take you higher
and I’ll never let you fall.

(You will be my wings)
Let me be your wings
(You will be my only love)
Get ready for a world of wonderous things
(Wonderous things are sure to happen)
We’ll see the universe and dance on Saturn’s rings.

Heaven isn’t too far.
Heaven is where you are,
Stay with me and let me be your wings

February 04, 2006

Please don't ask me

Please don't ask me what am I thinkin'
It's about you
Please don't ask me
I never can see you
What can I do?

My first impulse is to run to your side
My heart's not free and so I must hide
Please don't ask me what I'm gonna say to you

I toss and turn, can't sleep at night
It's worrying me
I go to bed, turn out the light it's your face I see

It only hurts the more I pretend
That we could ever be more than friends
Please don't ask me why I'm so in love with you

You could easily make me happy, that I know
And I'll try my best to never tell you so
I will sing to you my love songs and pretend
And I'll keep this secret right down `til the end

Please don't ask me why I'm not talking
I just can't explain
And please don't ask me why I go walkin' out in the rain
I could not live the lie it would take
To have you near would be a mistake
Please don't ask me why I'm still in love with you
No, please don't ask me...

November 29, 2005

Her Eyes

She came into my life
An angel in disguise
But little did I know
What hid behind her eyes
A life of tragedy and despair
Of hopes lost and unfulfilled dreams
And I hoped I could give her a chance
To mend the broken seams
But it turns out
She was stronger than she seemed
She fought valiantly and strong
And no matter how rough it got
She always held on
From her a life lesson was learned
If you were her friend
She would never turn
No matter how hard it got
If you had good friends
Life would be a battle never fought
She taught me life was worth living
And to never give up
And no matter how good you are
You can always mess up
No one is perfect
And that you will see
From the mistakes in you
From the mistakes in me
But with love there is passion
And in passion you should believe
For if you truly love something
It'll be the only thing you need...
She came into my life
An angel in disguise
And I learned a world from her
In two seconds... from her eyes.

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